I am Virgo, My Lover is Capricorn

Capricorn is a superb lover for you, dear Virgo! Capricorn is an earth sign like yours, so you relate on an intuitive level because so many of your values are the same -- such as in your career goals. Capricorn rules the natural 10th house of the horoscope. The Goat is focused on climbing the ladder of success, and it is a rare Capricorn that doesn't reach the top of his or her profession. As a Virgo, you're a hard worker too, measuring your productivity level at the end of every day. Your sign has been called the sign of discrimination (you're known to be the universal critic) but the one you are hardest on is always yourself. Try not to let work overpower all the other areas of your life with Capricorn. You both are so duty-bound that you could forget your need for lighthearted fun (including time in the bedroom) because overwork could put a damper on your union.

You agree on many things, such as how to spend and save money; a nest egg is very important to both of you. Social approval is also important -- neither of you wants to get kicked out of the country club nor the bowling league. Rather, you both want to find acceptance in the best possible circles so you can meet interesting, successful people and be inspired by them. This is particularly true of your lover; Capricorn works hard at networking with influential people.

Neither of you would let the other down -- nor anyone else, for that matter -- and the one thing that gets you crazy is when someone is irresponsible. Life is busy, and when you cannot count on someone following through on a promise or a responsibility, it shatters your trust in that person. Virgos and Capricorns need to take people at face value. You both believe this so, happily, there will be no problem on this score. You both are practical, solid citizens with good common sense -- something you have found isn't so common anymore!

Your lover is ruled by Saturn, and therefore is not very emotional on the outside. Still, because you are Mercury's child, you see beneath Capricorn's cover and understand his or her feelings clearly. Virgos always have clear, bright eyes that see through the veils of things like pride, shyness, or lack of confidence. Your lover will be deeply grateful for your understanding and your compassion. Your union will be a rich and mature one, based on mutual caring and a shared vision of the future. Being earth signs, you both will be willing to dig down to the buried treasures that lie within each other. You both also have serious outlooks on life, but your life together will not be boring or routine, because your goals are lofty and inspired.

In bed, because Capricorn has established such trust in you, you will be free to express your deepest feelings. Be reassured: You will not be criticized or ridiculed. While other lovers may have found one of you too reserved or shy, you have none of these problems with one another. Both of you like to proceed slowly in the physical arena, so neither of you is likely to hop into bed impetuously -- certainly not until you know one another well. That careful, slow build-up of emotional intimacy is what will make your pairing so strong and sensual. Earth signs are deeply erotic once they feel love stirring within them, so let it happen at its own pace; the earth knows when it has reached critical mass. Once linked, neither of you will feel the need to go back to singles mixers nor search any further for a mate. Earth signs mate for life -- their loyalty is strong -- only the most extreme conditions could cause you to pull apart once joined.

So let others complain that you both are too slow and careful making up your mind about whether to wed -- then laugh at them later, when you celebrate your 50th wedding anniversary with your Capricorn.


Realted to relations

What is a relation...???
Are there some relations without name...???
Can you trust a relation or a person you are in relation with...???
to which extent...???
Is there a relation you can rely upon blindly...???
Is there a realtion that can't be broken...???
Why do relations fade with time...???
After all the effort to make it live-happily-ever-after, why...???
Is there always my fault or your fault...???
Or it's 'our' fault...???
Is this really someone's fault...???
With so many relations broken daily, How many people in this world are living with a fault...???
How many people die regretting their fault...???
How many people are without the fault of letting a relation break away...???
Do this happen with everyone...???
Why am I like everyone else...???
Should I try harder...???
Will it make any difference...???
Will my relation sustain after my efforts...???
Am I putting enough effort...???
Do I need to say a good bye...???
Do I want to say a good bye...???
Why does good-bye hurt so much...???
Is there a pain-killer for heart-ache...???
Is it so simple for the other person in the realtion...???
Do we think of others in realtion...???
Isn't realtion thinking about the other...???
What should I do to make it all happen again...???
Am I day dreaming...???
Is it imposiible...???
'There is nothing like impossible', Is it a myth...???
Can questions like this break a realtion...???
Can they mend it all up...???
Should I try to mend it up...???
Am I trying...???
How much will it take...???
Howlong will i sustain...???
How painful it's gonna be...???

Do you think all the questions are useless...???
Do you think I'm gonna ask useless questions....???
Do you think I'mn not gonna try...???
Do you think I'll leave it all so simply...???

Well....one life may not be enough for all the questions like this. So, I'm going to ignore the questions for next time. In this life, I'll simply make relations and I'll believe on the other person for not breaking it.

Back to the world

After two days of internet problem, I'm back to the world. It feels nice and great.

Blogs Vs Right to speech

My blog is extremely slow these days. When I tried to discover the reason then I came across an thread on orkut.com 'Is indian government trying to block bloggers..?'

Then I got something on rediff.
Bloggers in India are getting together to protest against the sudden blocking of popular Google-owned blog-hosting site Blogger by some Internet Service Providers (ISPs) like Spectranet, Mahanagar Telephone Nigam Limited (MTNL), Reliance Powersurfer, Airtel Broadband and Sify. - Original Here
I don't know if it is against the right of speech or not. But, definately it is shameful for Indian democracy to ban bloggers. Are we going to follow China or North Korea...??? Department of Telecommunications (DoT) passed an order to ISPs Friday to block several websites. This is a 22 pages list. I want to know the precise reason of the ban. Do we have right of information in such cases? Or this is illegal to ask...?

क्या करूं जो आँखें रोती हैं

जीवन मे लाख जरूरत हैं, वो सब कब पूरी होती हैं?
पर तुम खुश हो तो मैं खुश हूँ, क्या करूं जो आँखें रोती हैं?

1
तुम पर मेरा अधिकार न हो मुझ पर तेरा अधिकार प्रिये.
तुम न समझो तो न समझो मैं बता चुका सौ बार प्रिये.

तेरी राहों मे मैं लुटा चुका घर बार प्रिये, संसार प्रिये.
तुम न समझो तो न समझो, मैं बता चुका सौ बार प्रिये.

आंखों मे रातें काटूं मैं, जब सारी दुनिया सोती है.
पर तुम खुश हो तो मैं खुश हूँ, क्या करूं जो आँखें रोती है?

2
हो किस्मत पर अधिकार भले, पर नयनों पर अधिकार नही.
तुमसे तो प्यार है इतना कि, हँस के मैं कह दूँ प्यार नही.

बिन तेरे जीवन सूना है, तुम बिन कोई उल्लास नही, त्यौहार नही.
तुमसे तो प्यार है इतना कि, हँस के मैं कह दूँ प्यार नही.

खुशियों की सबकी अलग अलग, अपनी परिभाषा होती है.
तुम खुश हो तो मैं खुश हूँ, क्या करूं जो आँखें रोती है?

3
मूक ही होके बातें की थी, अचरज था, संवाद है क्या?
संग संग हमने जाने कितने, रतजगे किए थे, याद है क्या?

चाँद है क्यों, मौसम कैसा, प्रेम है क्या, आह्लाद है क्या?
संग संग हमने जाने कितने, रतजगे किए थे, याद है क्या?

बीती बातें जो याद करूं, तो मन को पीड़ा होती है.
पर तुम खुश हो तो मैं खुश हूँ, क्या करूं जो आँखें रोती है?

- इति -

मेरी आवाज में इस कविता को यहाँ सुनें: http://vikashkablog.blogspot.com/2008/02/blog-post_29.html

I'll Kill Him

Someday,
someone will try to take you away.
and that day
I dont know what will I say.

Perhaps I'll kill him
calmly
gently.
And will write your name
with the blood.
Fresh red blood.

You see
There is a monster inside me.
Who eats my senses.
Who eats my love.
Who eats your words.

I'm afraid.
Someday You will want to run away.
from this sensless monster.

But,
Before that
I'll kill the monster.
calmly
gently.
And will write your name
with the blood.
Fresh red blood.

If You Forget Me

I want you to know
one thing.

You know how this is:
if I look
at the crystal moon, at the red branch
of the slow autumn at my window,
if I touch
near the fire
the impalpable ash
or the wrinkled body of the log,
everything carries me to you,
as if everything that exists,
aromas, light, metals,
were little boats
that sail
toward those isles of yours that wait for me.

Well, now,
if little by little you stop loving me
I shall stop loving you little by little.

If suddenly
you forget me
do not look for me,
for I shall already have forgotten you.

If you think it long and mad,
the wind of banners
that passes through my life,
and you decide
to leave me at the shore
of the heart where I have roots,
remember
that on that day,
at that hour,
I shall lift my arms
and my roots will set off
to seek another land.

But
if each day,
each hour,
you feel that you are destined for me
with implacable sweetness,
if each day a flower
climbs up to your lips to seek me,
ah my love, ah my own,
in me all that fire is repeated,
in me nothing is extinguished or forgotten,
my love feeds on your love, beloved,
and as long as you live it will be in your arms
without leaving mine.


--Pablo Neruda

I'm...

If I love,
You may dislike.
It doesn't mean...I wont love again.

If I say,
You may misunderstand.
It doesn't mean...I wont say again.

If I ask,
You may misinterpret.
It doesn't mean...I wont ask again.

'coz I'm the man who loves you.
'coz I'm the man who is ready to be hated.

Life philosophy & Beer

A meteorology professor stood before his Meteorology 101 class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly he picked up a very large and empty glass mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a jar of pebbles and poured them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles, of course, rolled into the open spaces between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar and of course the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous yes.

The professor then produced two cans of beer from under the table and then proceeded to pour the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the grains of sand. The students laughed.

"Now," said the professor, as the laughter subsided, "I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life. The golf balls are the important things -- your family, your partner, your health, your children, your friends, your favorite passions -- things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

"The pebbles are the other things that matter, like your job, your house, your car. The sand is everything else -- the small stuff.

"If you put the sand into the jar first," he continued, "there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls. The same goes for your life. If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you. Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children. Take time to get medical checkups. Take your partner out dancing. Play another 18.

"There will always be time to go to work, clean the house, give a dinner party and fix the disposal. Take care of the golf balls first -- the things that really matter. Set your priorities. The rest is just sand."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the beer represented. The professor smiled. "I'm glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there's always room for a couple of beers."

--Got in a forward from a friend.

Movie maniac

Just watched excellent spanish thriller 'TESIS' (1996). I've been watching movies only after coming to iit. Watched 'Mission Impossible I', 'Katha' of Naseeruddin Shah, 'Sixth Sense', 'Basic Instinct 2', 'alag' etc.

Last night I talked with one old friend in Delhi. And realised that friendship is like wine, older is better. Although we have spent very less time together but still...I enjoyed talking.

I've nothing to do now-a-dyas. Everyday I want to start something but It's not happening. Tommorrow must be a better day. I Hope.

Kaash

dard me dooba dil mera
chhalni hai dukh se chhati
kaash! tu meri ho paati.

jane kitni dur hai tu
aur idher majboor hoon mai.
prem prem hi tu chahe
per prem se hi to door hoon me.

prem ki varsha is dil me
Kash! kabhi to ho jaati.
Kaash! tu meri ho paati.

man me mere bechaini hai
chaand chidhata hai mujhko.
aur haawa bhi hasti hai
vakt darata hai mujhko

kash tu mere sang priye
prem pratigya le pati.
kaash! tu meri ho paati.

Back to Bombay

Nothing has changed.
Unstability
Solitude
Confusion
Insecurity
Tension
Lonliness
Seclusion

Everything is same.
Blogging
Net-sirfing
Chatting
Writing
Thinking
Music
Movies
Rain
Waiting
Phone-calls
Love
A
N
H
C
Me
My stupidity
My Randomness
My pessimistic optimism
Rain
God
Silence
Clouds
Night
Stars
Sleeping Tendency


p.s: Can you read the unwritten lines between two words....? Me too.

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