Busy

I'm too busy to write anything. Although many thoughts are coming in my mind. I'll try writing as soon as I get some time.

Tired

I'm very tired now. Right after exams I started working for 'coll craft technology'. It's a fulltime job. I never knew working is so difficult. I'm so tired and not getting time for anythign else. Days seem smaller..I work 8 hour and sleep 8 hours...where the hell are the rest 8 hours...? :(

Today was the first meeting for the movie. It is going to be a 20 days shooting schedule. First draft of script will be ready on 5th may. Lets hope that nothing is going to be delayed. Due to my work...I wont be able to devote as much time as I want to. And I regret it...but cant help it.

Last Exam

Today is the last exam and after that I'll be busy again. It may loo like strange but this is the way my life is. :) In this summer, I'm working for a new company as a web designer. As planned, I have to devote some time for the movie also. For those who don't know: We, the de-javu team, are making a movie about the same.

Separation


Taken by me @ 10th Apr '06

Life and Death


Don't blame to fate, O...! butterfly...!
For someone to live, Someone has to die.

World Today

If the population of the Earth was reduced to that of a small town with 100 people, it would look something like this:
  • 57 Asians
  • 21 Europeans
  • 14 Americans (northern and southern)
  • 8 Africans
  • 52 women
  • 48 men
  • 70 coloured-skins
  • 30 caucasians
  • 89 heterosexuals
  • 11 homosexuals
  • 6 people would own 59% of the whole world wealth and all of them will be from the United States of America
  • 80 would have bad living conditions
  • 70 would be uneducated
  • 50 underfed
  • 1 would die
  • 2 would be born
  • 1 would have a computer
  • 1 (only one) will have higher education

When you look at the world from this point of view, you can see there is a real need for solidarity, understanding, patience and education.

Also think about the following:
  • This morning, if you woke up healthy, then you are happier than the 1 million people that will not survive next week.
  • If you never su ffered a war, the loneliness of the jail cell, the agony of torture, or hunger, you are happier than 500 million people in the world.
  • If you can enter into a church (mosque) without fear of jail or death, you are happier then 3 billion people in the world.
  • If there is a food in your fridge, you have shoes and clothes, you have bed and a roof, you are richer then 75% of the people in the world.
  • If you have bank account, money in your wallet and some coins in the money-box, you belong to the 8% of the people on the world, who are well-to-do.
  • If you read this you are three times blessed because you don't belong to the 800 million people that cannot read. and... you have a computer!

Aaj - Bahut dino ke baad



Aaj -
Bahut dino ke baad
maine aasman ko dekha.
Aisa laga;
ki raat maano ro rahi hai.

Chaand jane kis vyatha
me chupchap hai baitha hua.
Aur uski chandani bhi
muh chhupa ke so rahi hai.

Chup si hain saari dishaayen,
Hawaon me bhi ek ajeeb se khamshi hai.
Aur srishti ki naveli chetna
dheere dheere kho rahi hai.

Aur mai
beech nadi ki dhaar me
baitha hoon bin patwar ke...
Meri pyari swapn-naiyaa
manjhdhaar me fasi hui,
meri aatma dubo rahi hai.

Haan...!!!
Bahut dino ke baad
maine aasman ko dekha.
Aur laga;
ki raat maano ro rahi hai.

Bill Gates

  • Bill Gates earns US$250 every SECOND, that's about US$20 Million a DAY and US$7.8 Billion a YEAR!
  • If he drops a thousand dollar, he won't even bother to pick it up bcoz the 4 seconds he picks it, he would've already earned it back.
  • The US national debt is about 5.62 trillion, if Bill Gates were to pay the debt by himself; he will finish it in less then 10 years.
  • He can donate US$15 to everyone on earth but still be left with US$5 Million for his pocket money.
  • Michael Jordan is the highest paid athlete in US. If he doesn't drink and eat, and keeps up his annual income i.e. US$30 Million, he'll have to wait for 277 years to become as rich as Bill Gates is now.
  • If Bill Gates was a country, he would be the 37th richest country on earth.
  • If you change all of Bill Gate's money to US$1 notes, you can make a road from earth to moon, 14 times back and forth. But you have to make that road non-stop for 1,400 years, and use a total of 713 BOEING 747 planes to transport all the money.
  • Bill Gates is 40 this year. If we assume that he will live for another 35 years, he has to spend US$6.78 Million per day to finish all his money before he can go to heaven.

Last but not the least:

If Microsoft Windows' users can claim US$1 for every time their computers hang because of Microsoft Windows, Bill Gates will be bankrupt in 3 years!

Update

I'm very busy with exams and sleeping. So, I dont have much time for writing blog for a while. Someone asked me to update it.

So, Here is the UPDATE. :):)

Stupid

I've 'Thermodynamics' exam tomorrow and last eve I was watching a movie. And After waking up at 1:00 AM I watched an animation series named 'monster', 21 episodes continuosly. So, till now I'vnt studied a single thing.

You'll ask me, 'Am I stupid...???' Thats what I ask to me several times.
Let me think....




Well....Ya...!!! I'm stupid.

Exams

  • Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.
  • Eat a live toad the first thing in the morning and nothing worse will happen to you for the rest of the day.
  • If everything seems to be going well, you have obviously overlooked something.
  • Smile, it makes people wonder what you are thinking.

Valfi Over

I still remember last years valfi. Same things happened again. Only faces were different. Nightout for magazine (with yashwant ofcourse), Profile reading, and the sentiments just after listening someone's profile....kuchh bhi to nahi badla. Anshul and Vipin, these are the two guys, jinke profile me mai bhi apne aap ko involved feel karta hoon. After every valfi I learn something. It changes me alot.

I wonder, How much I change daily after so many incidences happening around? And I wonder How can I still be the same person....unchanged....??

Valfi Today

Today is our hostel's valfi function. I've my final exams from monday and I could not start study. Last night I was working on Hostel magazine again. :| Missed Renil's B'day party for that.

God...! What I'm going to do in exams...? Till mid-semester everything was fine. But, Now....I'm not confident. I should learn to say NO. I even missed one quiz of heat transfer and perhaps two lab vivas also. It'll badly affect my performance in this semster. Anyway...I've one day break between two exams. That must be satisfactory time for average prepration specially when I've studied for midsem this time. :) Wish me luck. I need it.

Sunrise Snaps








I've taken these snaps on 10th Apr'06 from Sameer Hill, Powai.
I dont wake up early. So, I didnt sleep entire night. :)

Thinking

Thinking seriously about future. So, dont have time to write blog and to study for the upcoming exams. But, I need to study. Perhaps I'll start tomorrow. Will tomorrow die tomorrow...???

Most Bizzare sex laws

  1. Most Middle Eastern countries recognize the following Islamic law: "After having sexual relations with a lamb, it is a mortal sin to eat its flesh."
  2. In Lebanon, men are legally allowed to have sex with animals, but the animals must be female. Having sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death.
  3. In Bahrain, a male doctor may legally examine a woman's genitals, but is forbidden from looking directly at them during the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror.
  4. In Maryland, it is illegal to sell condoms from vending machines with one exception: prophylactics may be dispensed from a vending machine only "in places where alcoholic beverages are sold for on the premises."
  5. The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation.
  6. There are men in Guam whose full-time job is to travel the countryside and deflower young virgins, who pay them for the privilege of having sex for the first time. Reason: under Guam law, it is expressly forbidden for virgins to marry.
  7. In Hong Kong, a betrayed wife is legally allowed to kill her adulterous husband, but may only do so with her bare hands. (The husband's lover, on the other hand, may be killed in any manner desired.)
  8. Topless saleswomen are legal in Liverpool, England - but only tropical fish stores.
  9. In Cali, Colombia, a woman may only have sex with her husband, and the first time this happens her mother must be in the room to witness the act.
  10. In Santa Cruz, Bolivia it is illegal for a man to have sex with a woman and her daughter at the same time.
Source : http://www.davesdaily.com/funpages/bizarre-sex-laws.htm

My new stupid hair cut

You are allowed to laugh. :D

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I wont write today.

Last month movies

  • Temptation of wolves - 2004 -Korean
  • After the sunset - English
  • Sex is zero - Korean
  • April Snow - 2005 -Korean
  • Daddy Long Legs - 2005 - Korean
  • Lover -2005 - Korean
  • My little Bride -2004 - Korean
  • Wet Dreams 1 - 2002 - Korean
  • Kisi Se Na Kahna - 1983 - Hindi
  • Waisa bhi hota hai - Hindi
  • Please Teach Me English - 2003 - Korean
  • You Are My Sunshine - 2005 - korean
  • Major Saab - 1998 - Hindi
  • Spiderman 2 - English
  • Failan - 2001 - Korean
  • Maachish - 1996 - Hindi
  • Malamaal - 2006 - Hindi

These are the movie I'm deleting today from my computer. I may have missed to list few movies that I've watched recently. But chances are very less.

Hindi poetry

Today I created another blog for posting good hindi poems. You can see the links on the right side bar. The URL is http://hindi-kavita.blogspot.com

This weekend I worked for a new startup company named 'coll craft technology'. It was web designing work. After 2 days of work I left. I left because I think I'm lagging behind in my studies. I have already missed many classes for our PAF work. And I want to concentrate on studies now. 10% quiz of every subject went in vain. This week I've 2 already announced quizzes and one project submission. Perhaps, I'm not gonna complete the 5% fluid mechanics project. I dont know what I'm gonna do. I dont want my end semesters exams to be like this quiz. I've performed well till the midsemester. And I'm gonna do this again. Everything back to normal. And ya....I spent this evening with Akhil, Anish & Sonal. I recharged my cell and talked to my family. Things are becoming little favourable now.

Luscher color test

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Because I was afraid of her

We were walking
me and my friend.
When I saw her and liked her.
My friend said, go n talk
But, I couldn't 'coz I was afraid of her.

Few months passed
I kept watching her.
People said, 'she is pretty'
I knew it.
And I wanted to share this line with her.
But, I couldn't 'coz I was afraid of her.

Few more months passed
one friend said, write a mail.
I didnt know what to write.
I didnt know if I should write.
But I wrote something.
And used someone else name.
I know I was stupid.
I wanted to use my name.
But, I couldn't 'coz I was afraid of her.

Few more months passed
she came and sat next to me.
I thought, its a golden opportunity.
I should talk to her.
That day I really wanted to.
I said, "Hi"
and remain silent for next 3 hours.
I wanted to chat with her
But, I couldn't 'coz I was afraid of her.

Few more months passed
She was sitting few benches away.
everybody was looking in front
and my vision was deviated by 30 degree.
That day she made me a poet.
I wrote for her
I wrote about her.
I thought I will tell her about it, someday.
Someday...when we will be friends.
that day, I couldn't 'coz I was afraid of her.

Few more months passed
she was singing
everyone was listening
and I was watching.
Watching her smiling face.
I decided to say her,
that you sing really good.
I went there,
someone else was saying the same words.
One more came and said
one more.
I was standing...dumb.
I couldn't 'coz I was afraid of her.

Few more months passed
I saw her walking down the street
She was wearing white
Soothing like the moonlight.
Someone said, She looks great in white.
I agreed.
Next day, I saw her in red.
She looked great in red.
Next day, I saw her in green.
She looked great in green.
I wanted to tell her,
'It is not the colors that I like'.
'It is you.'
I couldn't 'coz I was afraid of her.

Few more months passed
I got her number.
And messaged her.
She responded.
I was happy.
But, I never messaged again.
Because I was afraid of her.


Few more months passed
She was depressed.
I called to console her.
I tried to make her laugh.
I wanted to take all her tears away.
I wanted her to feel that she is not alone.
Even if evryone seems to be gone.
But, I couldn't.
Because I was afraid of her.

Few more months passed
I was holding a book
and thinking about her.
She was sitting few tables away.
I thought to ask her for a cup of coffee.
I was thinking
and thinking
and thinking.
One person, who was sitting next to my table.
He stood up and asked her.
They went for a coffee.
And I was holding the same book.
Why...???
Because I was afraid of her.


Few more months passed
It was a very special day.
People call it Valentine.
I thought to ask her out.
I remembered my old mistake.
And I dared to ask.
She said 'yes'.
I wanted to say many more things.
But, I couldn't.
Because I was afraid of her.

Few more months passed
We went out.
And those moments, I cant forget.
I was lost in her beauty.
But, I was talking.
Talking everything.
But not the things I wanted to talk.
You'll ask me why...???
And the answer is same
Because I was afraid of her.

Finally I dared to say her
that I'm afraid of her.
She asked why??
And I've nothing to say but cry.
She was in love.
with someone else.
I wanted to share the secret love of my heart.
But, it's all was pointless now.
I wanted to tell her everything
(Knowing that its all pointless)
So, the last question I asked was
"Are we good friends...?"
And she said,
"No. Because we hardly interact."

I always wanted to interact with her.
But, I never did.
And you know why.
So, Dont repeat my misatkes.
Believe in yourself.
And just try.
--Vikash, last evening which was unique like every other evenings.

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