Proof of global warming

For you

I always knew it's hard to leave.
But still harder to believe
about the pain
I'm going to recieve.

Its okay if you leave me alone
but never ever cry when I'm gone.

I still love you.
I really do.

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What next...???

After midsem I'm feeling free. And I'm not liking it. I don't know what to do. Spending time is much more difficult. I've no one to chat, no one to walk around with. I'm bored of watching movies alone. I watched 'Fire' & 'Water' by Deepa mehta. 'The faculty' and two cartoon movies of 'Sindbaad' and 'Aladin'. Slept for more than 12 hours. What now...??? Wishing to go to the sea shore...but, alone...??? I'll ask my freinds and may be my local guardian here. But, He must be busy.

I asked Anshul for another drama. Atleast i'll be busy in that. But, My heart is not so happy this time about a play. I dont know...but I think I need some changes in my life. I need rest from all my past. I need to learn something I dont know. I need to try something, I never tried before.
What it will be...??? Any suggestions...???

Right now, I'm thinking about writing a book. It is a long time engagement and, I suppose, fun too. Well....I'm searching for something to search.

Exams Over

Finally, my exams are over. I'm feeling litle free now. Overall, I performed well. Better than any other previous exams. Only 'thermodynamics' was horrible for me. And I knew it in advance. I really need to improve on this subject. I will. First time ever I've studied (atleast was thinking of) till the mid semester. Let this to continue till the end if this semester and all the semesters afterwards. I'm hopeful and determined. Learning...really learning.

Thermodynaimcs of hell

A thermodynamics professor had written a take home exam for his graduate students. It had one question:

"Is hell exothermic or endothermic? Support your answer with a proof."
Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following:

First, we postulate that if souls exist, then they must have some mass. If they do, then a mole of souls can also have a mass. So, at what rate are souls moving into hell and at what rate are souls leaving?

I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving.

As for souls entering hell, lets look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Some of these religions state that if you are not a member of their religion, you will go to hell. Since, there are more than one of these religions and people do not belong to more than one religion, we can project that all people and all souls go to hell.

With birth and death rates as they are, we can expect the number of souls in hell to increase exponentially.

Now, we look at the rate of change in volume in hell. Boyle's Law states that in order for the temperature and pressure in hell to stay the same, the ratio of the mass of souls and volume needs to stay constant.

Thus, there are two possibilities:

  1. If hell is expanding at a slower rate than the rate at which souls enter hell, then the temperature and pressure in hell will increase until all hell breaks loose.
  2. If hell is expanding at a rate faster than the increase of souls in hell, than the temperature and pressure will drop until hell freezes over.

If we accept the postulate given to me by a young lady during my first year, "It will be a cold night in Hell before I sleep with you", then number 2 above is not true and so Hell is exothermic.

A Response from a Professor of Classics at U. Iowa

Now, in Dante's description, upper Hell has regions of intense heat/falling flame, etc, while the very bottom is in fact a frozen lake. This would suggest that while upper hell is largely static, lower hell is rapidly expanding and/or accomodates fewer souls. Since the bottom contains Satan and the worst sinners, the latter explanation (fewer souls) would seem to apply, whereas simply being in the wrong religion would be accomodated above, hence the more intense heat.

The student is clearly right.

Robert Ketterer



...

Today was 'Materials Technology' exam. It was pretty ok. Last exam 'Fluid Mechanics' was also nice. Because most of the pople were saying that paper is tough. And I did well. (I mean better than I used to do in previous semesters).

Tomorrow is 'Thermodynamics'. I'm very scared 'coz this is the only subject in this semester that is latin for me. I dont know what I am gonna do.

I need luck for this exam. :|

I'm with you : Avril Lavigne

I'm standing on the bridge
I'm waiting in the dark
I thought that you'd be here by now
There's nothing but the rain
No footsteps on the ground
I'm listening but there's no sound

Isn't anyone tryin’ to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damp cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you...mmm

I'm looking for a place
I'm searching for a face
Is anybody here I know?
'Cause nothing's going right
And everything’s a mess
And no one likes to be alone

Isn't anyone tryin’ to find me?
Won't somebody come take me home?
It's a damp cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you...yeah yeah oh

Why is everything so confusing
Maybe I'm just out of my mind
Yeah yeah yeah...yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah yeah, yeah

It's a damp cold night
Trying to figure out this life
Won't you take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you...

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you

Take me by the hand
Take me somewhere new
I don't know who you are
But I... I'm with you
I'm with you
im with you...

Windows back

  • Finally I'm back on windows after using linux for 1 year.
  • I've done well in poetry exams. Came back in 1 hour 10 minute. It was 2 hour exam.
  • My body was aching. I should sleep little more.
  • Went to library & slept there.
  • Planning to study now.
  • I'm still confident.
  • Had a unfriendly conversation with a friend.
  • Anshul got selected for 'Baheliya' (A great play). 12 out of 120 are selected from all over India. He is youngest one. (courtsey ravali). Congo.
  • Validity of my cell expired today. I guess I'll recharge after exams.

Mid-sem exams

So...today is my mid-term exams starting. Exactly after 12:40 hours. I'm prepared better than ever. Before this semester I usually study just before exams. And in this sem, atleast I have some idea about syllabus. Although there is something left for tomoorw also. But, I'm confident. Generally I went to exam with this type of preparation only. Well, I'm not totally changed. As usual, I watched a movie 'Family'. It was a nice movie. And I'm felling destressed now. Hope everything will go as I've planned. (God....Please dont interfere).

Well...the first exam is of 'HS204 : Introduction to english literature'. There is one play and 18 poems. And I'm confident. Atleast now onwards I wont be having any fear of failing a course. (Who cares to get an AA..:D).

And ya....!!! While reading poetry in library, one idea came into my mind. It is funny. So, dont make fun of it. I thought to write 100 poems in free form. And my topic will be 'secret love'. It seems funny to me and this thing is easy to write. I'm not gonna reveal my secret about how I'm gonna prepare material for 100s on the same topic. Let me complete it and then I will tell. Girls around me...careful...!!! I might be writing about you. :). I'll start posting soon.

Wait and watch. :):)

p.s.: I dont need luck this time. So, dont wish me luck. Let me believe in my strengths.

Hey you...!!!

"Take care. you too. always. g'nite."
This line made my day (night..!!!). I'm thinking too much. I'm expecting too much. Let us see how the things are destined.

Dilip ji (My computer vendor) came today in morning and woke me up. He has taken away my RAM and SMPS with him. He'll come tomorrow morning again. So, My computer is more likely to be functioning from tomorrow.

My exams are also starting from tomorrow. The first exam is 'Introduction to literature'. It includes one long play (which i havent read) and 17 poetry pieces. Thanks to my classmate Chetna that I read 8 poems last night. (her notes are best in institute. I cant even imagine if someone can take notes better than her).

I could not study yesterday due to hostel election. There was online voting stuff and I was helping in setting web servers and smooth functioning. Well... everything was almost fine. I'll not say anything about the results. I dont care if someone won or lost. I dont like this student politics that much.

Initially i thought to write so much about so many things. (The title of the post can give you some idea). But, right now I dont want to think about all that. I'm too tired and tensed and busy to think. My friends think I'm fine and so do I. That is it.

I wonder how some unknown face can affect me so badly that I ignore all the faces around me. But..I'm fine and I'll be. Taking care of myself. Always. Good morning. (unusual ending..huh..???)

Am I growing up....????

It was a quiz of heat transfer. I did it well. Unusual...but nice:). I went to libray at 1:00 PM and came back at 11:00. Well...I was not studying continuosly but atleast time vs study conversion rate was 50% and it is pretty good.

I feel guilty for not studying properly. Today, while sitting in libray garden, a thought came into my mind. It started with the movie spiderman. "With great power comes great responsibilty." Being in IIT itself is a power. The country spends so much of money on us. And we are responsible for that money. And if we are not serious enough in studies, the money of our poor countrymen is going in vain. (well....It includes my dad contribution too.) In last sem we have worked on a machine of 10,000,000 INR. In our deptt. one of my friend is working with a sort-of-camera with shutter speed 1000 per second, which cost 3,600,000.

I dont have time to write 'coz I'm in someone else room. So, I'll continue writing afterwards.

Void

Last night I was talking with one freshie boy named Nipun. So, I went to sleep at 5:45 AM. Missed all the lectures. Perhaps first time in this sem. (In last sem this was an usual story).

I didnt call to my computer mechanic. I thought that it's better for me if my computer is not working because exams are coming. Today I went to library and studied seriously. I've a quiz this morning. So, I (most probably) will be studying entire night. (well...its not ki I'm serious now...but, I woke up at 5:00 PM. So, cant sleep and my computer is not working so cant do anything else. So, obvious thing to do is study.)

I'm pretending to be happy these days. Sometimes it really can make you happy. :) Talked with my local gurdian today. He was amazed coz I never call him without a purpose. Well...I'm changing I guess. Last night my sis called me. Her 12th exams has been started. She said that she cracked first exam. (well....I doubt) Anyway...sis! All the best.


Computer Problem

I was trying to clean my computer. Actually, I was getting overheating problems. Well...Me with sudhi, deassembled the comp, cleaned it up...and now cooling fins are not fitting properly...and my processor temperature just after starting is approx 85-86 degree celsius. So, I cant use my computer until I call my computer vendor to fix it up. I'm planning to call him tomorrow. Anyway...I've not tried to do anything and I think it is good fro me coz my exams are starting from monday. This one is the first time when I packed up my cmoputer. And I dont miss it. Actually, The persons I used to miss is not coming online these days...and even if he/she is coming he is not responding me. So, I've not a strong motivation to fix it up. I'm writing this from hostel's computer room. After my 1st sem, I came here first time to do something. :D

So, friends...For few days I wont be online 24 hours. I'll just come for sometime for checking my emails and may be for writing my blog. :)

A cute mistake

In IIMA (during chaos'06), I was taking a pic of my friend and this girl came in between exactly when I clicked. She said sorry and went away. I saw at the picture then...stunned....It's beautiful. I never expected this pic to look this good. I ran to find her. Could not locate...:| Perhaps she was from 'symbiosis'. If anyone knows this girl please forward this photo to her. :):)

Nothing as such

Life is showing me many new aspects. I'm not feeling comfortable but I know its for good only. Watching movies is not helping me anymore. I think i'm fed up with movies too. (or may be my time is not good). Yesterday was an extreme day for me. I felt extremely happy and extermely worried. I expected a nice talk with someone and it turned up tooo bad. Also, I lost one newly made friend. (well...It was my decision afterall. I dont like it, I feel hurt. But, Its okay.) Last night I asked someone out. I wonder how I dared. Although she said we'll go later(our midsems are from next monday) but I was too happy just coz I asked her:D.Anyway....went for dinner with Alok & Sudhi. And then called Dona. We had more than 1.5 hours phone chat. It was fun remembering the golden old days. And after I came into my room I was thinking about the whole day. Was I trying to escape from something...?? Was I missing someone...?? Well...I'm not sure. I was happy but not coz I wanted to be happy but only coz I didnt want to be sad. I'm fed up of so many uncertaintites. Everbody needs time and So do I. I dont know but I dont want my life to be uncertain. I dont want my life to be controlled. Till now I've controlled myself. Now, few things are making me uncertain too. Well...I got a quiz today. It was horrible. What do u expect me to do in this mental state...??? Anyway..I guess I'll start going to library from tonight. I need to study. But, this is not the main reason. The reason is...I need to escape from my thoughts. See..it started again. So, I think it is a better idea to list down all the movies I watched after the last list. :)
  • Retake (Hindi)
  • look both ways (2005 / Eng)
  • Fire (Eng)
  • Men in black II (Eng)
  • Baavarchi (Hindi)
  • Rules of dating (korean)
  • Road trip (eng)
  • HazaroN khwaishe aisi (hindi)
I think I cant recall few movies. While watching Baavarchi, I had decided that I wont be watching any movies till the end of mid term papers. And today I watched two movies(last in the list). So, I wont say that I'll not watch movies. But, I'll definatly try to. Now I'm chatting with few people. Will go library afterwards. Wish me peace.

Photography

Some of my friends think that I'm pretty good photographer. What do you think...??? Here is some pictures taken by me. Well...dont go on the date written on the photograps. Cam setting was not correct and who cares for that....???

Birds (without words...???)


Setting sun (no fun...???)


Cloud nine (is it fine...?)


My friend Samarth (Was he worth..???)


Valentine day

It's valentine day.
So, I'm posting a monument of love.
This day is not at all special for me.
I feel like all other days.
I behave like all other days.
I went to the classes like all other days.
I slept during lectures like all other days.
And most importantly
I'm missing you like all other days.

First love

I'm
one of the few luckiest person
who felt his first love
2nd time.

Feeling strange,
Feeling magical
But not alone.

Feeling as if u r with me
right now...
And i can touch your face.
let me see
deep inside
your moist eyes.

Feel like I'm there
to wipe off ur tears(if any)
and to laugh with u.

We'll be together always.
I believe it.

My new blog link

Finally I shifted my blog to my domain name. And most probably this will be my blog url forever. So friends, please note down my new address. http://www.vikashkumar.com/blog
Hope to see you guys there. All the content from this blog is also available there in the exactly same format.

Colorquiz

I've taken this test 6-7 times. And each time it gives me right result. So, I started using this like a tool for expressing my current-self.

Free personality analysis from ColorQuiz.com.
Generated on Thu Feb 10 IST 03:12:07 2006.

Your Existing Situation

    Needs peace and quiet. Desires a close and faithful partner from whom to demand special consideration and unquestioning affection. If these requirements are not met, is liable to turn away and withdraw altogether.

Your Stress Sources

    Unfulfilled hopes have led to uncertainty and apprehension. Needs to feel secure and to avoid any further disappointment, and fears being passed over or losing standings and prestige. Doubts that things will be any better in the future and this negative attitude leads him to make exaggerated demands and to refuse to make reasonable compromises.

Your Restrained Characteristics

    The situation is preventing him from establishing himself, but he feels he must make the best of things as they are.

    Willing to become emotionally involved as he feels rater isolated and alone. Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense, though he tries to avoid open conflict.

    Egocentric and therefore quick to take offense. Able to obtain physical satisfaction from sexual activity but tends to hold aloof emotionally.


Your Desired Objective

    Wants to make up for what he feels he has missed by living with exaggerated intensity; in this way he feels he can break free from all the things that oppress him.

Your Actual Problem

    Disappointment and the fear that there is no point in formulating fresh goals have led to stress and anxiety. He wants congenial contact with others and scope for development, but feels that his relationships are empty and his progress impeded. He reacts with an intense and zealous activity designed to achieve his aims at all costs.

For God


Hey god!

Please forgive me for everything I'm going to do against your will. But, I can't sit helplessly while you are playing around with me. I know I can't win against you. Defacto, I'm not playing against you but I'm fighting for my survival. Allow me to stand like a man. Allow me to try until I'm dead.

Please forgive me for everything I'm not going to do what I'm supposed to do. But, I can't simply follow the path that is made for me by destiny. I want to explore the world in my own way. I want to create some new paths. Allow me not-to-care about the end result. Perhaps I know the end. Death. Allow me not to fear end. Allow me to defeat death.

Please forgive me for trying not to be the one I'm destined for. But, I dont want to rise only. I want to feel the fear of falling. And I want to know the happiness to rise after every fall. I dont want only the rose bed for me but also some difficulties in my life. Please allow me to have some, even if you are great enough to give me all the pleasures of life.

Please forgive me for loving some persons more than you. Although I know that you are the supreme power and I exist only because you want me to. But, still I don't feel as much love for you as much I feel for some people. Please allow me to love them more than my feelings, my life and my soul.

And finally please forgive me for being brutally honest to you. Please allow me to have some dishonesty too.

Anubhuti

Anubhuti is a web magzine of Hindi poetry. I'm published in this magazine this week. Here is the link: http://www.anubhuti-hindi.org/nayihawa/anya/vikas_kumar.htm

Keys to my heart

I dont know if its true or not. But, While I was visiting 'blogthings' for the last test, I found it interesting. Well...I'm posting the results here.

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage something you've always wanted... though you haven't really thought about it.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.

Life Path Number

Your Life Path Number is 8

Your purpose in life is to help others succeed

You are both a natural leader and a natural success. You are also a great judge of character.
You have a head for business and finance. You know how to make money.
A great visionary, you can see gold where other people see nothing.

In love, you are very generous - with gifts, time, and guidance.

You love to inspire people, but it can be frustrating when they don't understand your vision.
Great success comes easily for you. But so does great failure, as you are very reckless.
You are confident, and sometimes this confidence borders on arrogance.
What Is Your Life Path Number?

I saw it on my friend's blog. It was true in her case and It it true for me also. So friends....give it a try....!!! It's really cooooooool. Only thing they gonna ask you is your birth date.

Who knows : Avril Lavigne


Why do you look so familiar
I could swear that I
Have seen your face before
I think I like that you seem sincere
I think I'd like to get
To know you a little bit more

I think there's something more
Life's worth living for

Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

How do you always have an opinion
And how do you always find
The best way to compromise
We don't need to have a reason
We don't need anything
We're just wasting time

I think there's something more
Life's worth living for

Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day

Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day

Find yourself
'Cause I can't find you
Be yourself
Who are you?
Find youself
'Cause I can't find you
Be yourself
Who are you?

Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day

So you go make it happen
Do your best
Just keep on laughing
I'm telling you
There's always a brand new day

Who knows what could happen
Do what you do
Just keep on laughing
One thing's true
There's always a brand new day
I'm gonna live today like it's my last day.

One of my friend dedicated me this song. And I'm speechless.

Messenger

Last night I was trying to upgrade my 'gaim' and uninstalled the older version. Accidently I deleted all the dependencies and libraries too. So, When I tried to install the newer gaim...I couldnt. So....one whole day without yahoo messenger...:( I dont have that much patience to install all those stuffs all again. People using windows may not realise it. :P But, I prefer it this way....I love getting into trouble 'coz there r plenty of opportunities to learn when u r stuck:D So...I'm using 'Kopete' now. Its also good.

Movies

  • The I Inside (English)
  • Dil hai ki maanta nahi (Hindi)
  • 1942 a love story (Hindi)
  • Anupama (Hindi)
  • Shikhar (Hindi)
  • Jawani deewani (Hindi)
  • Devaki (Eng/Hindi)
  • April snow (korean)
  • Rang de basanti (hindi :twice)
  • Lover's concerto (korean)

Life

Sometimes I feel like there is no space for life in my life.
I'll post a blank post today.
































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Hum chaar

Anmol Arya, Me, Sunil Saini & Gaurav Devasthali

6 lines

hushn ke jhaanse me na aao, maat khaoge
dhyan se dekho agar.....to chand bhi patthar ka hai.

dalo bhale hi ful tum...us hasi ki rahon me
usko magar hai ye yakin...ki her dagar patther ka hai.

tinke na tum jutao yun aashiyane ke liye...
chahe dikhe ya na dikhe, her ghar magar patther ka hai.

Written these lines for Alok

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