She haunts my dream

It was 2001. Just after 10th exam, I saw her in my coaching institue. She was a biology student and I was a maths student. But, we had common classes of physics, chemistry and english. Her father was a chemistry professor. I was a good student in chemistry coz I always wanted to be better than her.

It was 2002, when I last saw her. All these days together, I kept on sitting rigfht behind her. We used to tease each other in the classes. (I learnt 'tease' word from her only.)We were like rivals. Outside classes I talked her only once to give her my email address. But, she said, "I dont know anything about computers." Perhaps, I always knew that I can't forget her.

I thought that I'll ask her address and number after last class. But, for last class no one but me was present. Even she ditched the class. I was standing outside for 2 hours. And she didnt come. I tried searching for her. But, everything was in vain.

I dont know much about her. She was from Buxar, Bihar. And her name was pragati.

Even after more than 4 years, she comes in my dream and I cant tolerate it. Back then, I was too shy to say anything. I regret it. I want to meet her atleast once. I can't forgive myself for not saying anything to her unless I meet her once and confess to her.

Just now, I saw her in my dream. She was smiling as usual. Hey...where are you...??? Its almost 5 years. Why can't I forget you...??? Why do u haunt my dream....???

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Maruti said...

I understand how terribly paining that feelings is for you....you will meet her,road ahead is very long


divas!!! said...

i been throught this phase and i know it haunts u for long.. but trust me u never know... i am sure some day u will see her and let her know how special she is :)
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di

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