Need a Break

After shooting of my first monologue, I was preparing for second one. But, I got too exausted. I was not feeling good lately. (Again lost senses of time). I think it was a two day break. I was in my room. Sleeping all the day and watching animes all the night. Felt so weak. Last night I ditched the practice even after being called. (sorry...I was sleeping).

I guess I'll try to shoot the other monologue today. Oh..!! I just realised ki I promished Jikku to meet him. It was threee days back. (It has been long time since I went out of my room :O ). I guess I'll go and see him today or may be I'll call him.

I watched two japanese animation series: 'Kimi Ga Nozumu Eien' (13 Episode series) and 'Hikaru no go' (75 episode series). I liked them both. I think I'll start 'Law of ueki' (51 episode series) now.

I forgot to call my friends. JEE results are out now. I dont know how many of them has passed the obstacle.

I have been very unstable lately. Left my nice and interesting job, not contributing to movie, not even thinking of studies...these are due to my bad health...?? Or the other way around...??? May be I'm not feeling well 'coz I've left everything. I dont know what to do. Lonely..??? not exactly...I'm like this always. I need to go home. What about my shooting schedule of movie....??? that is on 17th. My tickets are booked for 7th. Will I be able to come that soon...??? No....! definatley not. So, I wont be working in the movie anymore. (ohhh...I cant forgive myself for letting go this oppurtunity. But, I guess I cant help it.) I want to spend some time with family. Perhaps this is the last chance. I want to visit everyone on my family. Now or Never.

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Anonymous said...

vikash.. take care!


Maruti said...

Senti math hona dost....life is to njoi...just chill everything will be fine,take care

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