Mood Indigo
largest college festival in India.
Going on in our campus.

26th dec:
Performed our street play
and was busy with paf
(performing arts festival:
a huge drama with
monstorous production
all made by students)...
IIT production named 'catharsis'
I was giving voice over.
Overall comment about paf is not good.
but people praised me.
Had one of the best night after paf.
'Indian ocean' was performing live.
And we, few people were sitting
in a room behind stage.
Just singing our own melodies.
It was fun.
I got my draft today.
I'll pay the fee tomorrow.

27th dec:
cleared elims round in street play.
very good teams are there.
Need to work hard.
Have to pay the fee today.
Sent someone to pay the fee for me.
ohh!! date of fee payment is over.
Even with fine...!!!
nothing can be done.
whats next...???
have to meet dean.
He is not is his office.
streetplay and this work.
choose one...!!!
streetplay.

Pandit viswamohan bhatt
is playing tonight..live.
cant go.
missed 'mass hypnotism show'
I really wanted to see it.
streetplay practice
nothing but streetplay.

28th dec:
came back at 7:00 AM from practice.
Got tensed by mates behaviour.
They were not practising.
I was serious.
They were not.
Steps r not synchronised.
We have to perform it at 3:00 PM.
and they are joking.
I'm afraid.
We will loose.
Anyway...came ot hostel.
My eyes on notice board.
there are reexam schedule.
1st jan.
New year is going to start like this.
Lo.....!!!
My name is not there in the list.
Switched on comuter.
Confirmed.
Yup!
I'm really FF in maths.
I paid the fee.
actually someone else did it for me.
want to confirm.
but..she won the play cometition today.
must be enjoying.
Do something.
left a offline msg for her.
Horrible performance in streetplay.
I completly lost my voice.
anyway...
Went to academic office.
The concerned person is not at the desk.
come tommorow.
Have to talk to registrar for fee payment.
He is also not there.
P.C.Sorkar performed today.
couldnt go.
'Shaan' is performing today.
cant go.
So many things are in my head.
1. Pay the fee...(drop the sem..???)
2. Confirm about re-exam.....(repeat the math course......???)
3. Havent read a single thing for exam
so many things in my mind
cant concentrate.
Want a shoulder to cry on.
Want to share my feeling
with someone who can understand.

Life...
what do you want...?
I can give you my body, my mind.
But...my desires are my own.

I'm inside of a circle of hell.
I want to swim out.
I'm learning...!!!
I'm learning...!!!
I'm learning...!!!
Let me learn.
Dont hinder my path.