kavita ............

This is the poem I wrote 66 hour before and forgot to post here.
So, here it is.

Aaj bahut dino baad
mere man ne hriday ki khidki kholi
aaj bahut dinOn baad
Aaj mujhse meri kavita boli

ki tumne mujhe kyun maar dala?
mai to hamesha
tere aashuoN ko
teri hasi ko,
tere gusse aur prem ko,
sahej ke rakhti thi.
phir bhi kyun ghonpa
mere peeth me chhura.

mai kya kahta?
kahne ko shabd dhoondh raha tha.
per haay ri niyati!
mere shabd
mere kavita ke sath hi mer gaye the.
jo thode bach gaye,
wo bhi meri krurta se der gaye the.

ab phir se
ek nayi shuruaat
ker raha hoon.
kyunki
kami khalti hai sahbdoN ki
kyunki
bin kavita ke mer raha hoon.